argh,i need a day off or at least to have a day that ends early.
SO MUCH WORK/REVISION!
haha.there is accumulated homework that i cant blame anyone.
maths school papers,el compres,physics tys,el oral practice,geography tys,ss revision,poa practice papers,ARRGH!

BAAAH!
GRRR!
LOL!

last one tkde link.

ok ok.
not only that.
still got one more thing that fucking sit on top of the mountain of tangible,academic stuffs.

that is...zggrkfzkasknnbechaolaoskanabuhaiyoumathafacka

i need go psychiatrist la.
but they all so ex.
one consultation like $500.
how can a poor schizophreniac like me can go see them?

hahahahahaha.

just get out of my mind lah you stupid frigging heavy intangible thing!

i think think think also the situation between you and me wont change.

i really dont know why from just friends i could have feelings for you.

i really dont want it to happen la.
but what to do.

maybe you realised that,and thats why you're ignoring me.

haha.
why a person like me who is not boyfriend material as they call it is falling in love man?
tak sedar diri per?(know where i belong)something like that.
no its not that.i am a human,not a docile-looking intelligent creature.

i wish i wont fall in this stupid thing called love la.
but what to do.
haha.

i vow,or just,tell myself that i will forget about you.
no more communication between us.
for what?
i cant sustain a normal friendship cause i do have feelings for you.
i know you wont care about it.
maybe im just assuming.
dont think even this girl im talking about reads my blog anymore.
just know that i asked cause i wanted to spend more time with you.
but well,it did not happen.
also to tell you that i love you.
haha.so...whatever lah.
you readers out there,who dont know the situation,shut up and dont be kpo.
i dont know what you think about me...but i always think about that.
im not surprise if you think,"this guy likes me?that is so (insert negative words)"
haha.

the picture will be memories of our friendship. ;)


emodono reds the name.
but he will change from next week onwards.
no more emodono.
will be crazykia fareddono.


of course,i do not want to end it this way.i want to tell you someday that i love you