Life of a loner. (F0R N0W)

I NEED TO HAVE MY SOCIAL LIFE BACK.
ugh.
I'm afraid 2 months might change me to unsociable guy again.
A state where being a social retard is really unneeded in my fucked up life.

I'm already beginning to miss Syed Restaurant,the LEPAK place.

Thoughts of an emotional breakdown comes to me again.(eveliday stare at com and wall lol.)

Life is'nt so sweet in the holidays.
Although I have never had any contact with her,THAT is the root of the problem.

Sigh...

I don't know what to already...
I even wondered through town on Monday ALONE.
Ending up feeling so stupid.

Holiday blues...really can't wait to go poly and make new friends,see some hot girls (lol)

Right,I'm kidding.Yeah,probably get to know a decent girl.at least.
needs one.i guess.

And my hair makes me feel stuffy up there.
Haha!