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Guess I'm suppose to study now but I swear it's really hard for me to go back to the O Level days!

Cause that is the time where I really studied!

And...the current modules I'm taking most of them need to be studied REALLY.

Arrgh....fuck sia....

Last week I had 2 test....CEPA confirm fail....the module quite ok...but the questions in that test was tough!

Hopefully I'll pass my AP Chem....at LEAST a decent 13/25 lol.

Electronics assignments are due this week....fucking stupid module.....I'll try doing it later...if I can. LOL.

maybe i should head down to MUG @ MOBERLY and start plonking my ass on a chair and study.

And also had floorball training yesterday...quite ok...haha.Manage to score a goal in drill practice. Yeah!WOOW.

But then for practice match I played as defender...haha. Next week coach rello will start cutting down the team...confirm I wont go in for IVP....25 players...then cut down again to 17....and team includes seniors.

Nevermind...I shall try... :D

ciaos!

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cool spooky thing

you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR (aka "The Romantic")

"I am unique"

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me

• Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
• Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
• Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
• Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
• Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a FOUR

• my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
• my ability to establish warm connections with people
• admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
• my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
• being unique and being seen as unique by others
• having aesthetic sensibilities
• being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a FOUR

• experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
• feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
• feeling guilty when I disappoint people
• feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
• expecting too much from myself and life
• fearing being abandoned
• obsessing over resentments
• longing for what I don't have

FOURs as Children Often

• have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games
• are very sensitive
• feel that they don't fit in
• believe they are missing something that other people have
• attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
• become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
• feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

FOURs as Parents

• help their children become who they really are
• support their children's creativity and originality
• are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
• are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
• are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

haha.kinda truuuuue

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i live to regret,thats why i regret to live...

sometimes things really seems damn fucked up for me....

im not blaming anything...but...idk...its just that it is really everything i do will regret in one way or another...

hi im a freaking yellow teddy bear and ive just gone whack?!

walan eh should sign up for the fucking floorball/hockey camp earlier sak!!!!

i called them up like 1 day before and cannot cause too late!!!
AARGH!
WHY DID I THINK I WOULD LIKE WASTE MY TIME?!

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

SHIT LAH IF I KNEW I'M GONNA LEARN ABOUT FLOORBALL/HOCKEY AND THE PEOPLE GO THERE ARE :) WAHHHH................................ME BEING STUPID...

shit it sounds like helmi recent post but fuck it i really regret...i break my 6 sex bands.

What more can I say?

Manchester United Football Club is the reigning EPL Champions!!!

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!

Alas,we are on equal terms with Liverpool title wins!!

So Liverpool fans,you have no right to say that you have a better history in terms of English Leagu title wins anymore!!

Sir Alex Ferguson is truly a hero to me.
11th titles under his reign!

Just amazing.
And he plans to continue to manage Man U for at least 2-3 years more!

WOOOW!

But sadly....because of the MSI ownership rights....Tevez might (most probably) leave Man U.
Cause Man U have to pay 30 million pounds to the fucked up MSI company to buy Tevez...

Fuck right?

Yeah...today's post just about man utd....HOPEFULLY THEY WILL BE KINGS OF EUROPE ON 27th MAY!!! Barcelona,you are NEXT!

Shit....tmr school...walao....fuck...damnit....haha...i wished o lvls was the end of education....

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having "geeks" in my class is like cool.
well,not really those type who dress like a total nerd ,behaves abnormally etc.
they are damn normal except their brains are like full of fucking general knowledge...hahaha.

I got to know that liquid nitrogen is not that dangerous and you can put in your mouth and it wont freeze like many people think due to Leidenfrost Effect (just dont dip your hand inside a flask full of that though)

and bullets wont cause gas tanks/barrels to explode unless they creat a damn big spark (which probably wont happen unless you use bullets with shells tht easily create sparks? idk abt that still)

haha.this week quite slack...but next week seems workload gonna pile with more reports,more project and more tutorial preparation for quizzes.

ok bai ciaos.

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i hate those kiasu fuckers in mrt sial.
even though the person never directly anger me or what (eg. push me,scold me),it is still fucking nabei.

the story is:

I was sitting on train going to school,then I think at the semb mrt station,got one fucking aunty come in.

the train was not even crowded but she pushed aside one lady who stood near the train door.
what the fuck?

her face was seriously like a fucking pig (biaser ah chinoneh gemok nmpk mcm babi sial.tapi ni seriously cheebai serupa sebiji mcm babi....)

she wanted to stand in front of the seating area so she can put her fat ass down the seat before others.

seriously she can like say "excuse me" or something....but she fucking pushed aside people.

what the fuck...i know this rude things are common....but it is really fucking disgraceful sight.
(dah lah muke mcm babi,perangai mcm babi hutan ader penyakit swine flu campur gila babi to the maxx)

where's the graciousness people?

i bet this is the kind of people that when somebody offers seat to the needy people (eg. preggies,elderly),they would just pop their ass at that fucking seat dengan muke slumber (seating with a nonchalant expression as if their mother gave that seat to them and the person didnt offer the seat to anyone)

fuck i would seriously fuck the person up if i gave up a seat to someone much more needing and they fucking put their smelly shit never even wipe asses ahead of the person that deserves it.

i will.fucking will.if not they will slumber jek mcm kepala buto anjing.

p.s i'm having a weird time.i'm having weekly infatuations! LOL. one week one girl aku ader feeling ngan....tapi jap jek...1 week and thats it....muahahaha.

p.p.s i think she laughed at my lame joke....LOL.maybe my imagination o.O

the joke was i was walking out of class and i sang "tan yy y are you are here" out of tune.(tan yy materials module lecturer....tsk.dont like his way of teaching)

mrepek kan aku...hahahhahaa.

shit.

heck.i bet those assholes who says poly life = fun and slack must be poly dropouts/smartmotherfuckers/genius/dontcutforunibuttheydontcare.

gosh...tutorials and reports are piling up.
and i know i gotta revise.

my aim is to go uni...

but heck im having a drunkard as lecturer for materials module,i'm struggiling BASIC MATHS,coping OK with chem eng principles,applied electronics is not helping me with a-lvl physics electricity stuff and those fucking waste of time general modules...

and dont forget my ever lazy procrastinating self.

probably 1.8-2k is enough for my starting salary?
nahh i really dont know.
pity me for being an idiot in maths.other people dont study E maths get a1 i really mugged for E maths i got a b3.

what a day...

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so where did i go today?
zouk lolipop partying/clubbing thing.

well,at least i experienced what is it like to be in a club clubbing....

but heck its really not my thing to do.
dance to club music...club music already makes my ear bleed.(reggaeton techno remixes...bleagh)
tried to have fun by fooling around but i just made some dude pissed...lol.
so i kept to myself just grooving my body to the dumbfuck music with hands in the AIIIR.

heck club is also not my place to find girls....

full of minahs wearing like fucking sluts pat geylang jual jubo....haha.so if dudes wanna find a decent malay girl...dont go to club and find! its just advice...haha.but not all the girls there are sluts (most though)...just that most of them are like cheap thingys that rub their body all over everybody...urgh.

there is even a spoiler part where when got girls dance on stage then got suddenly this fat girl stand on the corner of the stage (stage was t-shaped) and start gelek pantat...sial wtf.disgusting like fuck!

yah i did wash my eyes...haha.i enjoyed my time outside the zouk looking at girls than being in that dumb club...

haha i know i know...you may call me nerdy/dorky...but hell to the fuck clubbing to me is for socialites and true party animals and if at extent,place where guys would find a girl,fuck and forget....hahahaha.

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I seriously do not understand the rationale behind the school asking for donations from the graduates from YTSS.

Come on.

Why the hell do you become autonomous (better status/name) school and ask donations?

What for?

Don't you get more money by becoming autonomous?

Please don't tell me I'm wrong by saying this dumbfucks.

"YISHUN Town Secondary School is the latest to join a band of schools which enjoy more funding and freedom."

quoted from http://news.asiaone.com/News/Education/Story/A1Story20090429-138110.html

Stupid school.
Pathetic.

Dont wanna talk more about it.

pfft shameless!