WOW THANKS BITCH! THAT MADE MY DAY!

I find no reason to hold back calling you a b.i.t.c.h anymore.

This week probably is a bitch week.
Stupid pre-enrolment stuff...
Whilst cooking maggi for myself at night I scalded my hand in a freak accident lol.
3 days straight at home playing Burnout Paradise and watching movies.

Dull life uh.

Yup.

Just looking forward to the two gigs this week....Fri and Sat!

And probably I'm going to the Rebellion Black Silence on the 7th of March Gig too.
So who can help me get the tickets for that gig please help me thanks....any of you guys want to join??

Gig's are (hopefully) great to headbang and kill yourself in the process.

Cheers!

=D

oh yeah...monopoly is a nice game to play at pogo too...

lols!

honestly,i'm fucking pissed.
pissed with the fact my heart still feels that fuzzy feeling everytime i see you.
pissed that i actually do get to see you by coincidence that you happen to be there when i am there too.
pissed with the fact that you will never have feelings for me ever,but i still do after almost a fucking YEAR.
pissed that my school starts so late and i can't move on to liking some other girls that deserved to be liked somehow.
pissed that i think you don't appreciate what i did for you.
pissed that i still think about you at some moment or another for no apparent reason.


WELL I'M JUST FUCKED UP CURRENTLY OKAY?
FUCK IT.

Woah...just receive my enrolment package.
So many stuff needed to be filled in.

And the amount needed to pay without MENDAKI is wow.

I'm hoping that the application to MENDAKI will be successful.

Haha...I will certainly pay my parents back when I work.

I think my dad gonna spend like nearly $200 on my per month cause of TRANSPORT(god,someone convince the TRANSITLINK!) and miscellania/pocket money.

200x12=2400
2400x3=7200

Plus my dream to pursue a degree....wow.
Got to think twice.

I was at Khatib MRT ground level today waiting for my cousin to go for a job interview which in the end I did'nt qualify as I was still 16.

Then,I saw this group of 3 girls,2 of them who were just primary school kids,probably around P3 or P4 and one probably a girl in secondary school (which I do not know how they are related to.)

Then,one of this primary school girl shouted

"Eh!Tu Nurul memang kene FUCK ah!Aku tak suke ah dietu nyer perangai,kan fiqah?(or smth,I forgot who the girl name was exactly)

translation:"Eh,that nurul wants to get fucked!I dont like her attitude,right fiqah?"

Take note,an older girl,way older than them,was standing right smack in the middle of the two kids.

So,the girl nodded and jumped and smiled.(those girly ways to show agreement)

"Ah2 siol!Diorg ni semue memang kene fuck sia!FUCK FUCK FUCK!aku suke sia FUCK orang!"
T:"YEAH !They all really want to get fucked sia!FUCK FUCK FUCK!I like sia to FUCK people!"

Then she Hi-5ed the older girl.

"Best ah FUCKING orang!"

And the walked away,anything else which was incomprehensible cause they were too far away.

I was "awed".
Staring from the moment they walk past me.
No,not because one of the girls was pretty.
But,the "wonderful" vocabulary they used.

I mean,come on!
They are P3/P4 girls!
Using this kind of profanities in the public?
Proudly?

What the FUCK?

And the older girl even agreed with the way she talked?

Wow.Society is becoming worse everyday I look at them.

Maybe,a few 13 year old dads will spring up some time soon like the case of Alfie in England.

(Even though I cannot deny I am a user of this "language",I strongly disagree that kids at this age should use this words.Even I don't publicly announce vulgarities.)

a random shuffle test lol.

How are you feeling today?
Kataklysm - Blood Of The Swans
i need to kill swans.

Will you get far in life?
Tool - Right in Two
I will get life right in two parts.

How do your friends see you?
Rage Against The Machine- Killing in the name of
they see me as an anti-establishment person?

Will you get married?
Stratovarius - Black Diamond
My partner will get a black diamond

What is your best friend's theme song?
Metallica - Fade to Black
nice song.

What is the story of your life?
Smooth Criminal - Alien Ant Farm
I'm a smooth criminal!

What was high school like?
Megadeth- Take No Prisoners
ytss WAS like prison.lol.

How can you get ahead in life?
Slow Chemical-Finger Eleven
SLOWLY BY CHEMICAL.

What's the best thing about your friends?
Soldier Of Fortune - Deep Purple
They're sad adventurers.

What's in store for this weekend?
Tool - The Grudge
Im going to have a grudge against someone

Describe your grandparents.
King Diamond - A Mansion In Darkness
They live in a mansion in darkness.spooky.

How's your life going?
Iron Maiden - The Trooper
LOL.im fighting a war!

What song will they play at your funeral?
Ozzy Osbourne - Crazy Train.
That is just plain crazy.

How does the world see you?
Megadeth - Rust In Peace...Polaris
They want me to rust in peace.

Will you have a happy life?
Dimmu Borgir - The Serpentine Offering
Lol.must i offer something to a snake for a happy life?

Do people secretly lust after you?
Bon Jovi- You Give Love A Bad Name
Lol.i give love a bad name

How can you make yourself happy?
Behemoth- Christians To The Lions
whoops.*evil grin*

What should you do with your life?
Decapitated- Spheres Of Madness
ENTER THE SPHERES AND GET MAD.

What song would you strip to?
Scorpions- Wind of Change
STRIP?WIND OF CHANGE?WTF?

What does your mum think of you?
Suffocation - Devoid of Truth
i'm not a trustable person.

What is your deep, dark secret?
Avenged Sevenfold - I Won't See You Tonight Pt. 1
thats my secret.i wont see you tonight,okay?

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Symphony X- Sea Of Lies
my enemy is a liar.

What's your personality like?
Black Sabbath - Heaven And Hell
Lol.sometimes im very nice,and sometimes im terrible like hell.

What song will be played at your wedding?
Helloween - Halloween
Im getting married in Halloween lol.

TOMIKO VAN!

hahaha!
do as infinity vocalist!
yeah she looks damn nice,does'nt she?
OK,beautiful.
haha!
also she has good vocals!
Japanese!
hahahaha!
don't listen to much of their songs....but i have a favourite song by them called Fukai Mori!But still....I LOVE HAYLEY WILLIAMS MORE AND FOREVER!
HAHAHA!
:D

yeap....I definitely love vocalist...
Maybe one day I shall have a girlfriend with good vocals.....
HAHA!
And probably after I have mastered guitar....I will play the guitar and she will sing!

:D :D :D (: (: (:

cool uh?

Oh yeah....
wanna see a horror movie picture?
















haha!
and oh yeah... nazahahhahahaha got cramps....KENTAL AH LU!

:D



and suddenly...i miss being in secondary school....
those times when we were in good terms...haha.
where i would look forward to see you in school.
and when i saw you,we would greet each other!
your smile makes my day everyday in school!
that heart-warming smile...
:)
but its all in the past.

man this memories should stop recurring.if i really want to let it go....haiz

LOL OF THE DAY!

So.....today.

"you-know-what" day.

haha.

The day where couples would go goo-goo-gah-gah over each other.

I sad :(

LOL!

Sort of.

23 hours of misery.As a loner.....

Just when I thought my 16th 14 February on Earth is going to be a memorable one....

It is just as normal as any other day!
Except maybe it will be the most E-M-O day of my life....

Right.
I'm KIDDING.

Laugh out louds.
Yeah,I'm definitely sad.

Maybe she has some prince on a white horse who has asked her for Valentine's....

Right.
I'm KIDDING.
Again.

Maybe true?

O.o

Hahaha.

Yeah.Can't do anything 'bout it.

Maybe....she holds a grudge towards me?

I am just wondering,really.

Everyone has to go through life shits.
What an "enriching" experience for me.

Though I would not like to share what I have "learnt" from this experience.
Personal.

SSH.
LMFAO.


Probably you are enjoying your 16th 14 February...but I don't give a fuck (at least try not to give a fuck.)

愛してる!
Sounds darn better than English in my opinion...haha.
Those who know Japanese should know!

thank you.

I swear I'm not being sarcastic or anything else.
Thanks for the answer.
Really.

At least you did'nt,in my opinion,fooled around?

It's obvious that I am not only very happy (for only a unserious fool would feel that way).
I'm disappointed too.

Never mind.
Just hope you really meant what you said.
I'm really happy that at least you like the gift alot.(If it is the truth.)

I am using my new laptop!

HAHA!

so happy!

but i not used to using this laptop....i prefer my big ol home PC.

but yeah...sucks using stupid non wireless connection.

i'm waiting for the new router to be installed....

haha.

and there is dozens of files programmes waiting to be transferred here.

so yeah,CIAOS AMIGOS!

:D

(good day today...good day.)

kudos to Helmi dope for introducing IndoMie Mie Goreng sedap!

nice...but cannot eat often...very salty.
unhealthy!

(rhymes!)

FAR YOUR MOTHER LAH.

sounds pretty vulgar right?
(maybe clean people who don't use vile language much won't find it vulgar)

just random.




fuck your mother

Life of a loner. (F0R N0W)

I NEED TO HAVE MY SOCIAL LIFE BACK.
ugh.
I'm afraid 2 months might change me to unsociable guy again.
A state where being a social retard is really unneeded in my fucked up life.

I'm already beginning to miss Syed Restaurant,the LEPAK place.

Thoughts of an emotional breakdown comes to me again.(eveliday stare at com and wall lol.)

Life is'nt so sweet in the holidays.
Although I have never had any contact with her,THAT is the root of the problem.

Sigh...

I don't know what to already...
I even wondered through town on Monday ALONE.
Ending up feeling so stupid.

Holiday blues...really can't wait to go poly and make new friends,see some hot girls (lol)

Right,I'm kidding.Yeah,probably get to know a decent girl.at least.
needs one.i guess.

And my hair makes me feel stuffy up there.
Haha!

just came across this really retarded blogger.

http://2hongye.blogspot.com/2009/01/recent-life_31.html

Most of my dad's side people are retarded or have bad genes and thus most of them end up in poly/ite. One of them is Kenny and being graduated in aerospace engineering or something like that for not long, he already registered marriage with some ite girl. I heard they are going to America to work and have 10 year contract. Therefore, they are discussing what he could do after the 10 year contract and how relevant his working experience is and blah blah blah. In simple terms but no offence, he's fucked up. Thats how competitive the society is in the world.

A post from his mundane blog.

He is from Meridian JC.

Well,I'm not going to flame JC students for this cause some of my pals are going JC tomorrow,and they are not as shallow-minded as that zhongye guy.
This guy is really just a pure fucked-up,stuck-up Elitist.

(quote)

Type(s) Of People I Hate

1.Hypocrites
2.People with Shallow Mindset
3.People with no opinion of their own
4.People who laugh at something that is obviously not funny.

(quote)

2.People with Shallow Mindset

My goodness.
He fits that VERY WELL.

He is only in MJC.
Some people in poly can go in that JC anytime.
Even me.
I can go some JC's anytime.
But I chose Poly cause I am not that academic kind of person and prefers hands-on stuff.
Also,I prefer an education which does not require me to study things that I do not have any strong interest in (although I'm pretty afraid about Engineering Maths lol.)

Nothing left to say but this shows there are this kind of people in Singapore.
Who thinks people who are in a Polytechnic/ITE are retards.

footnote:he linked "VID OF MY GIRLFRIEND" which is rick astley(a MALE) music video.lol.
tells EVERYTHING about him already.how "funny" he is.