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Friday, August 29, 2008

yo whats up people!
haha.

today was the coolest day ever in my ytss life.
4E3 SMOOTH CRIMINAL ROCKS!
WE WOW-ED YTSS!

yeahh!

but, i sincerely apologize for the part before leaning.
i cocked up.i abit blanked that part.
sorry 4E3.

anyways,we did really well.
the effort we put was really paid off.
the synchronization,the impact,i cant believe im part of this MJ dance group.

salutations to

Govind(THE YTSS MJ),Zhi Hao,Lee Hao,Muhd Helmi,Lavanya,Fathin,Xin Yun,Sally,Afiqah and Nada.

and also to my dearest classmates who didnt perform,thanks for the support!

and, HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL MY BELOVED TEACHERS!

HAHAHAHAHA!
i shall do my best in my O's!

Monday, August 25, 2008

update~!

haha.

science practical was ok.
except chem part.
screwed up,i think.

then tomorrow is EL,which starts at 2...because of amaths.
haha.not taking amaths,so go school late!
wee~!

and wed is SS and malay.
yup,retaking.just try,might not know i will get the A1!


then,cannot wait for friday!
haha!
sooooo exciting!and very nervous lah!

learn about girls...lol.very weird species.

and my dnt coursework is officialy,confirm a bullshit one.
haha,probably i dont get high marks for it.
can confirm already.

hahahahahaha!
friday friday friday!
=D

wooowee~

STUDY STUDY STUDY!
FOCUS!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

notice the ~
whatever lah.
lols.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

HELLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
YESTERDAY WAS A NICE DAY!
hahahahahahahahaha!!

WELLL,I SEE STARS AND MOON.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
ITS NIGHT!
SINGAPORE HARD TO SEE STARS.
BUT EASY SEE MOON!

=) =) =)
i love that smiley faces
L.O.V.E
I LOVE YOU AND LOVE ME!
(1,2,3,4,HI 5!)

haha.TODAY I SAVED 2 FREAKING DOLLARS!

haha.probably you/she reads the blog,she thinks that is all because of her?

DONT ASSUME LA GOD DAMNIT!


just know that i will wait for the right time.
it was a mistake.
i will not give up.
cause this love will never die.
i hope you really dont feel,well,bad about me having feelings for you.
apologies for falling in love.


HAHA.I IMPROVED MY DANCING!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I’ve come too far to




get over you



And you don’t




have a clue





You don’t know




what you do to me













Paramore - Stop This Song

Sunday, August 17, 2008

heloooos!

haha.
todays topic is...



BEIJING OLYMPICS!

its a very controversial olympics.because of the tibet crackdown and blah blah.
but its not about that.

its an interesting olympics for me.
i watched some events.
amazing stuff happens.
like michael phelps winning 8 medals in swimming.
and i witness the 100m sprint.
Usain Bolt from Jamaica lives up to his surname.
he runs like a lightning bolt!
he ended the race one body length away from the rest sia.
9.69s.
wow.
i was totally shocked la.
cause usually this kind of sprints the sprinters will win by inches.
but he is woah.
he even action before the finish line.
just stride to the finish line.never gilerbabi sprint.

and then...Singapore.
As I am typing,the finals of the women table tennis is going on.
Singapore is confirm getting a medal since 1960.
48 years of wait.

but,the irony is...the match is China vs China.
why do i say that?
because the singapore table tennis team is all china people!
come on.i dont feel any sense of pride for singapore.

even they changed their citizenship,they are not born here.
they are just playing for singapore.
i mean,it is so unoriginal.
not our own singapore-born people winning the medal.
just some foreigners who changed citizenship.
i know most will certainly be happy that singapore have the chance to even win gold.
but i am not.

if it was singaporeans winning medals,TRUE SINGAPOREANS THAT ARE BORN HERE,i will be certainly proud and excited.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

talking about a person called "you" seems senseless.
nobody knows exactly who.
so whats the point of talking about "you"?

put the name?wow.no thanks.
lol.

random.
baah.im bored.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

so today was a really big day.
el orals and release of mt results.

el orals went fine i think.
did ok.missed some tips,but i did elaborate stuff,sound engaging and etc.

mt results?

MALAY-A2

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!

i not sad or angry that i get A2.
its near my target to A1.
i dont get As for malay before.
always Bs.

BUT ITS THE FREAKING FACT THAT I HAVE A CHANCE TO RETAKE!!!!!

ARRRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BARRRRRRRRRRRRRH!

should i or should i not sial?????
argh!

WHY THE HELL I GET A2????
WHY CANT I GET A1 OR B3??
if i get A1,no need for me to retake.
and if i get B3,i think much to just retake it.
BUT A2?????!?!!?!?!?!?

(SCREAMS!)

if you were in my shoes,people out there,you will know how i feel.
it feels like shit!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

the only interesting part of the quiz.
lol.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

argh,i need a day off or at least to have a day that ends early.
SO MUCH WORK/REVISION!
haha.there is accumulated homework that i cant blame anyone.
maths school papers,el compres,physics tys,el oral practice,geography tys,ss revision,poa practice papers,ARRGH!

BAAAH!
GRRR!
LOL!

last one tkde link.

ok ok.
not only that.
still got one more thing that fucking sit on top of the mountain of tangible,academic stuffs.

that is...zggrkfzkasknnbechaolaoskanabuhaiyoumathafacka

i need go psychiatrist la.
but they all so ex.
one consultation like $500.
how can a poor schizophreniac like me can go see them?

hahahahahaha.

just get out of my mind lah you stupid frigging heavy intangible thing!

i think think think also the situation between you and me wont change.

i really dont know why from just friends i could have feelings for you.

i really dont want it to happen la.
but what to do.

maybe you realised that,and thats why you're ignoring me.

haha.
why a person like me who is not boyfriend material as they call it is falling in love man?
tak sedar diri per?(know where i belong)something like that.
no its not that.i am a human,not a docile-looking intelligent creature.

i wish i wont fall in this stupid thing called love la.
but what to do.
haha.

i vow,or just,tell myself that i will forget about you.
no more communication between us.
for what?
i cant sustain a normal friendship cause i do have feelings for you.
i know you wont care about it.
maybe im just assuming.
dont think even this girl im talking about reads my blog anymore.
just know that i asked cause i wanted to spend more time with you.
but well,it did not happen.
also to tell you that i love you.
haha.so...whatever lah.
you readers out there,who dont know the situation,shut up and dont be kpo.
i dont know what you think about me...but i always think about that.
im not surprise if you think,"this guy likes me?that is so (insert negative words)"
haha.

the picture will be memories of our friendship. ;)


emodono reds the name.
but he will change from next week onwards.
no more emodono.
will be crazykia fareddono.


of course,i do not want to end it this way.i want to tell you someday that i love you

Sunday, August 3, 2008

im doing my dnt folio touches up now...suddenly want to sum up what happened in dnt session yesterday.

in the morning,it started off BAAADLY.
i went to do my artefact,the only one doing it.
went to cut up all the wiring for putting the leds into the holes i made for them.
stupidly discover that i shouldnt have done it.
i was fucked up.knew once again,circuit not going to work.
it was working leh...instructors help of course.they found out i didnt jump wire at one part.
didnt go lunch until 30 mins later when i see ihsan mat they all bring in kfc takeaway to school.

go out to kedai mamak with helmi.he buy nasi lemak ikan,i buy nasi sambal goreng paru with a bit of ants here and there.

then,until 3pm,worked on fucked up electronics.
i joined helmi,gerald,san and mat behind dnt workshop.

a nice workplace,compared to cybernetics lab which was crowded with 4N and mrs ong group sharing that place and workshop,which was noisy with the chinonehs constant chattering.
did some folio update and cut out the stuff for presentation board.

felt really like blowing up when gerald accidentally spilled apple tea onto my pb stuff and folio,but what the heck should i be fucking angry.it was all just an accident.

it was totally a fun time doing work with all the lawak bodoh by mat and san.

i was practically laughing and shouting all the way while doing work as i was fucking frustrated.

went in and out of workshop cause im a fucking absent minded person.
had to visit the com lab to redo my pb stuff that was affected by the apple tea spillage.
tiring la.

6pm was supposed to be dateline.
luckily it was not.
it was dinnertime.

dinner just go out and buy drinks for me mat and san and cartwheel crackers.
needed to jump out to go shop fast.
i come back from shop then the gate opened by the girls who didnt jump out,went to find mr lim for keys while the boys jumped out when they were doing that.
I WAS FIRST PERSON TO JUMP OUT!HAHAHAHA.

then comeback from shop continued doing dnt,i was doing more cutting out and did some modification to working drawing.

it was around 8+ when the tension starts to boil.
there was this hogger at the printer that really wants to get some beating.
it delayed a hell lot of time.
in the end,didnt complete my pb which i really can by yesterday.
then,tricia asked me whether i finished my artefact or not.
wow,i felt really demotivated as everyone except slacker chinoneh gang from my group finished their artefact.
say i want to give up already.
but then she say i did so many troubleshooting,wouldnt it be a waste if i give up?
yeah.thats right man...but what to do...

arrgh.

i brought camera to use for cover page photo of artefact.
in the end,the only photos i have is khair using com photos.
the rest i took gone where also dont know.

so become crazy with sarhan.
he is one crazy fella at night.
like dnt camp,that was scary crazy.
this was jenggelot scary.
jump shout jump.
lol.

then dismissal,quite like solemn one.
mr lim became emoish before dismissing us.

so,being worried about my artefact,asked mr lim when national dateline.
cause i cant finish it by this week.
so,he asked me to get instructors help and told me that its not by this week,but i have to finish my folio and presentation board.

so,ciaos!
haha,friday i was just fucking emoish about some stuff i pondered.
i was damn sensitive when words were blurted out against me.
yes,this few days is totally pressurising.
no kidding.

well,no big deal.
boys dont merajuk with each other.
but got some few lah.

but if he for real dont like me as good friend,go to hell with it.
but if you gay towards my last post and tags,haha.you are so fucking loser.
yeah mj,you fuck-a-dog

i shall dance like i never danced before on the next rehearsal.




hmm...i dont hate loving you.i am sincere in my actions,and,i am trying my very best,okays?i'd do anything.=D

Friday, August 1, 2008

FUCKING BLACK HYPOCRITE ON THE LOOSE!
he thinks he is one of the best footballer in the world,he is michael jackson and he is a professional comedian!
watch out!