just went down to help my mother carry some stuff she bought at johor.

and....
MY NEIGHBOUR THE COUSIN SOOO CHIO SIA!!!

I "walked" with her down the stairs.
LOL.
she was catching up with her cursing mum or aunt or whoever.

seriously she is chio.

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!
I HAZ THE SAME SHOE AS HAYLEY!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

OK.

Helmi and Danial influenced me.

I love Hayley Nichole Williams!

obsessions.haha!

but she is 20 *sad face*

8 am is going to be results of posting.

good luck everyone!

haha.

ok nth to say.

definitely life is going to be more boring...

some going jc...so yeah.

poly does'nt start till 13 april.

and...Dishwalla is a nice band.

Yeah.

Heard of it from Ihsan's facebook.

"the band that nobody has heard of"

scrolling through my wmp all music section

then found some Dishwalla song's my sister downloaded by forgotten all about it.

Listen to the songs....NICE!

yeah!

they are a slow rock band.

check them out if you got the time!

hey!
haha.
been at Terengganu,Malaysia for 2 days.
yeah,great vacation with my family...
long time never holiday overseas.
haha!
but 2 days is quite short...haha.

i wish i had with me a DSLR or PENTAX that JAMES has...
damn nice place to do photography at.
haha.
bual mcm faham ajerr.

well,it's a pity it isn't turtle breeding season.
it would be a more intresting vacation.
see the turtles lay their eggs by the beaches...
haha!
should be verycute!

and...i think the mats in singapore should be ashamed of themselves...
want to act fierce by picking up skateboarding?
haha!
should see their counterparts in malaysia...
MAT REMPITS!
With their bikes,do stunts and racing.
tu lah fierce siket!
this one with skateboard...want pick up aweks.
tk gune.haha.but still,they are scums of the earth.
only in m'sia,they are more real man,not pussies.

basically,I'm quite tired...so ciaos!

I HATE FAGS

I FUCKING HATE GAY FUCKING PUSSIES.


Reading Helmi's latest post,I can't resist the urge to give a two cent's worth about boybands/pop groups.

Well,I do have a long history of hating this bloody motherfucker kind of assholes.

Fall Out Boy,Jonas Brothers (or Jonas Sisters),Tokio Hotel,Metrostation,Panic! At the disco etc.
You name it.

Assholes who call themselves MEN but making music,no not music,shit that is churn out of their mouth and hands.

If a female star is in the pop industry,it is really understandable.

But this assholes are fucking sissy,pussy,whimps,ball-less homos who are fucking popular amongst the female society.

Pete Wentz,Joe and Nick Jonas,Brendon Urie (or should I say URINE) and other fuckers.
FUCK YOUR MUSIC.FUCK YOURSELVES.FUCK YOU.

I don't fucking know why girls love them.
Probably because of their poppy music?
But if you like them because of the band members,I think it's retarded.

YOU KNOW WHY?
In my fucking opinion,I think they are girls who were born with a penis and testicles and don't grow boobs.

Look at them.
HOW MANLY ARE THEY?
Seriously.
They are fucking GAY.

Just fuck them.

So girls who like them,I think you're all lesbians.
Cause you like girls who grew a dick in their lifetime.And have plenty of female hormones.
You should change your taste and like REAL MANLY MAN.

and to any GUYS out there who is going to flame me by saying "you're just jealous cause they are better-looking than you"

here is a middle finger to you. ..!..

WHY THE FUCK I WOULD BE JEALOUS OF THEM.
I am 100% MALE.How much I wish to be good-looking,I WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE A FAG GAY PUSSY.

Seemingly impossible to let it go...

well,here is a vid about a fucking rude child.
slapping his mom?
gawd.
and this starts of with his mum hitting him and left a 20 MINUTES MARK on his arm.

haha.
i find it funny.
fat boy slaps mummy.

oh well,i really have to get a fucking life.

Mr Barrack Obama speech was also nice.
Yeah,I watched his inauguration ceremony.
He is a very charasmatic guy...
Now...I am thinking to enter the arena of world politics...
HAHA!
He is really very influential leh!
I hope he will be a make good decision and has high integrity...be a 999x better American President than Mr George "sucks his dick in his own" Bush.

cause if not...i will keep reminiscing about the past...
and seriously...i hate it.



obviously it's for somebody else...you really left me in the rain.

hi!

hey there.
what's up ya all?

yeah...life's has been a great fucking bore...
This affects me so much that whenever I go out,I will feel lethargic.
Cause I really can't wait to go into a Polytechnic...

Such a fuck that Poly starts on the 20th of April...
And Junior Colleges starts on the 2nd of February...
2 months difference is a fucking big difference.
I so wished to have a looooong holiday.
Turns out I was'nt fucking happy goncang all-day long.

Gosh...probably go find work?
I feel too lazy even to pick up the newspaper and go to the Classifieds section.
Fuck...hahaha.

Well,I've been listening a diverse range of music recently.

From Necrophagist to Paramore to Tupac?

Yeah,Hit 'Em Up is a fucking hardcore rap which is full of vulgarity.
It's a 'diss' song.
From the w3stsidE to fucking insult the EastCoast.
It PWNS every rap shit that is made nowadays.

Yeah...and necrophagist have mind-blowing song track titles.
Culinary Hyperversity?
Pseudopatological Vivisection?
HAHAHA.

Hayley still has hot voice.
Haha.
And overall,HOT.

Haha!

What a bore...
I think I am going to appeal out of any course I am going into?
Just got that feeling.

Cause I think I have too many interest.
Yeahh...
Nahh...I probably get my first choice.
HAHA.
I definitely hope I enjoy it.
Probably take some business electives with the course.
And proceed to National Service.
Work for a few years....
And fulfil my hopes to enrol in a British university.
haha.high hopes yeahh.

k thats for now.
heil hitler!

moving on with life...

I have already submitted my JAE...
If you want to know what the fickle-minded guy has keyed-in,ask me personally.
Haha!
I'm very relieved I finally decided.
Syukur Alhamdulillah...




the deeper the love,the more it will hurt

I wished you know and understand what the hell you are writing.
It means alot.

I just don't know how to move on.
I wish I am not fucking stubborn.

100th post.

this is going to be a very sensitive topic.
i don't wish to destroy anybody's dream with my point of view.

OK.here it goes.

You have slugged your guts out for your O's.
Ending up you didnt get below 10.
Now,you think of taking A's.

Compare to a guy who mugged for O's but is pretty laidback.
Slacking in the mugging period more than you.
And guess what.
He got 10 points is below.

What do you think would happen in JC?
You decide.

My advice is...ARE YOU WILLING TO SACRIFICE EVERY BLOOD,SWEAT AND TEARS?
Do you trust yourself,without any doubts,that you will work twice or even THRICE as hard as you worked for a small little O Level Exams?

Again...YOU DECIDE.

Poly...you can't slack too.
You won't survive that well with a Diploma.
UNI...
Not VERY easy enter with Diploma.
And...to choose a course,you must be VERY sure that you can decide your career path at an early stage.
Make sure that you will not in the middle say, "SIAN"
Life will be difficult for you.

So both institutions has its own advantages and disadvantages.
Stop comparing,motherfuckers.
I hate it.

Just choose what you want and shut the fuck up.
I don't mean to pinpoint this post to anyone.
But,don't go "EH,YOU SURE NOT YOU WANT GO POLY??CANNOT EARN MUCH MONEY LEH...PEOPLE TAKE A LEVEL TAKE DEGREE IS MORE PREFERRED"
I FUCKING HATE THAT STATEMENT.
CAN YOU BE MORE RATIONALE?
To realise that the statement is a hasty generalisation in this age?
In previous age,it is true.
But now,it is not that valid?

By the way,go ahead and correct me if I am wrong in any part of this post.
BUT WITH VALID CRITICISM.
JAE closes on FRIDAY 4 PM.LOL!

ok.
my decision.
has arrived to this two.
behold....possibilities of my future!




OR





BOTH VERY FAR APART...I KNOW...
AND I HAVE TO DECIDE BY THIS FRIDAY 4 PM...ADVICES NEEDED.

:D


btw,for people who are clueless,I'm either choosing:
SP Dip in Chemical Engineering
or
TP Dip in Aviation Management and Services

[for 1st choice.]

o level

ok so here's my results...

EL-D7
C. Humans - C6
Mathematics - E8
Science (Phy/Chem) - E8
D&T-E8
POA-D7
Malay-A2

haiiz...what to do...

L1r5-38
l1r4-31


















im just kidding that was my sec 3 mye result lolololol.

i got L1R5 -15
L1b4-12
I'm abit disappointed about some of my subjects.
But nonetheless,i have to move on.
TO CHOOSING A COURSE!

haha,if it was only this easy to move on from my stupid troubled mind...
12/1 could be happier day if only she...

Hello.

Hmm...its boring to talk about the big day tomorrow cause EVERYONE'S talking bout it.

So...I just want to blog about something that has long I pondered about.
HAHA.
My good friends probably knows...
I have a problem with CHOICES!
Gaah!I can't stick with what I want to choose!

But at least...I dropped one main choice...which is entering a Junior College.

Let me explain why I decided not to put a JC in my 12 choices.

I want to enter the Science stream,not the Arts cause I totally hate Humanities.
I have no interest whatsoever to write essays or whatever Humanities is associated with.Literature,Geography,History.Hell NO.

And...if I want to enter a Science stream,the only two sciences I can take up is Chemistry and Phyiscs.

What's the other subject?
MATHEMATICS.

Ok so I have been self-researching about LOTS OF STUFF.
About JCs.

To take H2 Physics in YJC,you have to take H2 Maths.
H2 Maths is not encouraged to be taken up by people with no AMATHS foundation.

i think this a bore so...I just decide not to go JC ok?
Haha.

As for poly...RP is OUT.
NP is very far.very troublesome go there.
NYP?Hmmm.
TP AND SP LEFT.
THE PROBLEM IS COURSES!

HAHA!

Alhamdulillah,I have 5 more days to decide.

Good luck to everyone who will be peeing in their pants or gets high around the next 14 hours from now.

CUTENESS.

I guess it is a time for a CHANGE?
HAHA!
For so long I have used that skin...like one year plus?
HAHA!
DOMOKUN SUPER CUTE LAH!

hello!

Haha!For people who took O Levels last year,you guys should know the fucking date of the release results.
12/1/2009.

Well,I don't fucking care about it much.
Like those people who go around asking/spreading the date.
I just want to get the results badly just to carry on with my life.
I don't give a damn what I get.
Hopefully meets my expected target lah but if did not,I won't regret cry or curse.
Just accept it and move on with JAE.

And then enjoy life once again.
I had enough of waiting for this dumb set of results.

And for today...it was kind of weird.
Firstly,I boarded the bus 969 from Yishun to go to Woodlands.
Then,there was this Mat Rep/Trendy Wanker guy who boarded the bus later.
I see him of course don't like lah.LoL.
But I did'nt expect this.
HE GAVE UP HIS SEAT FOR AN ELDERLY!
I thought he was going to alight at the next stop,so it was typical to leave your sit.
But then,he did'nt!
He alighted after a few stops.
I was like wow.
Haha,maybe Mats/Wankers are'nt as bad as you think?

And also...on the bus journey,I saw kids going to primary school,probably P.M session.
Then I saw this little chinese boy WALKING WITH AN UMBRELLA ALONE!
I WAS OH MY GOD,IT WAS NOT EVEN RAINING!
IT WAS SOOOOOOOO SUNNY!
He is a BOY for GOD'S SAKE!
I wonder if he followed his mum.
If it was a GIRL,it would'nt be so weird!!
But it was a little BOY!
DOES'NT HE PLAY SPORTS IN SCHOOL AND RUN UNDER THE SUN?
WHAT THE FUCK...so small already become gay....

OK.I'm going to go sleep already.

Peace!

Random future plans.

TRAVELLING:
JAPAN!Meet some cool Jap chicks...(and enjoy the coolness of the country.)
Venice,Italy.
Edinburgh,Scotland.
Dimmuborgir,Iceland.
Manchester,England.
Some nice plains,Afghanistan.
Sydney,Australia.
The Australian Outback,AUSTRALIA.

probably the list goes on and on...i dont think i can visit all though.
unless i got the money lol.

To get a backstage to a Paramore concert (Meet Hayley Williams) LOL.
Learn to be a excellent photographer.With some awesome kickass camera.
STOP PROCRASTINATING LEARNING GUITAR.
GTA IV.


i'm just bored.